Allow Me to Reintroduce Myself...

Well, well, well...if it isn't little miss fickle herself, shedding her skin once more to reveal a new identity full of new ideas, goals, and game plans. I don't know whether to sigh at myself or laugh, so I've opted for a cross between a snicker and a chuckle.

So boom.

I started blogging in 2018, and it actually did start off as a place for me to just share my random thoughts. Then I thought to myself, hmm, what if I added a little research behind these blogs, and made it less personal and more motivational? Looooved that idea, ran with it, and started getting real traction. Then true to nature I canceled Christmas on the whole shit and retreated, shrank myself really, because unbeknownst to me at the time, shrinking myself had become a nasty habit I'd learned, a coping mechanism, dimming my own light and making myself more platable; originally did it to make others more comfortable yet somehow it became my way to make myself more comfortable when my light got too bright for my own eyes. What a mind fuck.

So there a pattern began - reinvent, reveal, retreat. Ridiculous shit I know but the wild thing is I always learn a lot on these stints of whatever new thing I'm trying on for size. I learn, I apply, I try again. And now that I've identified that I am a criminal self-sabatoger, this grand reveal is going to be my best one yet. It's actually a hodge podge of all the good things I've tried with an extra razzle dazzle. I took some time to weed out the bad and hone the good, and hey, I'm still learning and growing but I think...got damnit I think I done finally figured me out.

So please, allow me to reintroduce myself and explain how this blog will work.

I go by CoCo now. I am going to be venting here about the world around me, but also marvelling at it. I don't like to make a lot of promises because, you know, still fickle (a Gemini gonna Gemini) but I can promise you this - I will always be honest with you, and I will always give you the true blue authentic me, at least whatever version I've curated at the time 😅.

Welcome friends.

Catch me weekly, maybe even sometimes daily, hell.

Love always,

CoCo